You know, every time I think he's changed he does/says the most ridiculous things that make me absolutely furious. I won't say anything because my mom has actually learned to stand up for herself, but I just can't stand it.
Anyways, Christmas with the Shea's was fantastic. I love them.
I'm excited to go bowling for my mom's birthday tomorrow, working 10-6 makes me not so excited though.
I can't believe the new year is right around the corner. This year went by so fast and I feel like so much has changed, including myself. As the year went by it didn't seem spectacular, but in retrospect it was probably one of the best years of my life thus far and I have everyone to thank for that.
That is all for now, no picture because I'm not on my computer, but maybe the next entry will have two or something ;)

For a while I got pretty bad at hiding the terrible mood I was always in but I'm getting good again.  It actually amazes me sometimes.  Cover up a constant weird/bad mood with hyper activity.

Someone got hit by a car today in the mall's parking structure.  I think everyone Christmas shopping needs to chill the fuck out and not hit people with their cars in a frenzied attempt to find a parking spot. Get a grip.

Tamica- We need to talk.  I'm sad.

I'm also sick of taking the backseat to my jealousy.  It'd be awesome if it didn't fuck with my head all the time and make me feel more like shit. That'd be fantastic.

I don't ever wanna go back to school. ugh. I'll just work at Journeys forever. Sounds good.

Being festive at work:

FAD

Can't stop listening to it. So good.

My break so far has consisted of lazy days.  I forgot what it was like to sleep long enough to remember your dreams in the morning. It's kind of nice.  Scratch that, really nice.

Hopefully I get to see lots of people I don't normally get to see.

I'm also excited my sister is coming home.  I probably won't be too thrilled in a couple days, but it'll be good.

I'll post again tomorrow or something.

See ya!

Home, sweet, home

So that's it.  My first semester is all done.  It still hasn't sunk in.  Maybe it will once I'm bored out of my mind sitting at home doing nothing except working occasionally.  Doubt anyone will wanna hang. 

I never noticed how much I use my fingers for but now having this one finger in pain really makes me notice every little thing I do that requires my digitz

.  Regardless, I don't know what I did and it hurts real bad and typing sucks.

I'm pretty happy about how I did in school.  Could've don

e better.  Oh well.

I don't even know what to say, my mind is in 500 other places right now.

I tried to take a picture of the view with my comptuer...this is what turned out haha:

AH! I DIDN'T BLOG YESTERDAY! I'M ALREADY TERRIBLE AT THIS.

FML.

Finals

are

basically

done.

I can't even believe it. Definitely going to take a few days to sink it.

Now all I gotta do is pack my shit up and get on outta here!

Phew.  That was a long semester. 

Other than that...we had our floor secret santa exchange last night.  It was pretty sweet and we had a surprise guest, Huey.  

I really hope people will hang out with me over break.  I miss everyone. 

Here is a picture of "Tammy-cakes," Trevor, and I fooling around on fotoboof bein' all Christmasy:

h8in' lyf3

I'm proud of myself for actually keeping up with this so far.  

I'm sitting here waiting for Tiffany and Sean to get back he

re with my 5 Hour Energy.  I think I might be up for quite a while doing this paper that I have just started which is due Thursday.  To be honest, I'm slightly fucked.  I don't even know what I'm writing about.  Everything is so confusing.  

I've been scrubbing my eyes really hard to try to wash away the remaining mascara, the sad part comes when it doesn't wash off and I realize those a

re just dark circles.  

This is what I look and feel like while writing this paper:

Today is an absolutely terrible day.

I've been in a foul mood since last night for no reason.

I'm still not as stressed about school as I should be.  It's really a problem.

I finally finished my still life (which I put more time into than anything else I've ever done in my life) and got a B.  I'm so sick of getting B's. I know the grade shouldn't matter but when your whole scholarship depends on it, can't help but put an enormous amount of pressure on someone.

Just have this quote stuck in my head "left me hanging like a noose"... with a lot of dead weight (my own little ending).

I'm posting a picture to not completely bore my fans HAH.

This is another shitty picture I took for a project for school. My favorite couple Sean and Tiffany let me take pictures of them being all passionate and shit.  I'm jealous haha.

Delayed

This weekend has been very intense.  I don't really know how to feel about it.  Working everyday and being really sick has been pretty shitty.  Also, not getting any rest is not helping.  On the other hand, I finally got to see Huey's apartment (which is fantastic) and hang out with friends (school people and shea's + nick & andrew) which was nice because I feel like I don't hang out with anyone anymore.  I keep being very stressed but not doing all the things I should be doing.  My head's a mess on so many levels.

I really wish I did more things spontaneously. 

 The other day my roommate had to take pictures of me f

or a project but it evolved into a bloody mess.  Example:

I made this "scanogram" recently for class.  It's one of the few things I've done here that I actually like. That's pretty sad.

Finals suck. It helps that I always get sick during finals too.

I'm really tired today.  All this lack of sleep had me acting pretty weird/hyper the past few days and now I'm just dead.

Class 9 to 4 + work + Huey's pawty= longest day ever

My collage:

I should be writing a paper

First post.
Don't ask why I made this. I really don't know.
Better post later today. I want to have at least one picture per post.
Let's see how long I actually keep up with this for.
:)